Sassy

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Working Stiff Yet Again!

Woooooo hooooooooo...

I accepted a job today in Warwick. I have tomorrow to be lazy and then Thursday its back to the life of working stiffs again. Its ok, I'm excited to be active again. I have quickly realized that not having a job has not been healthy for me. For those of you who know me too well... when not having anything to divert my attention in a healthy way, my mind just goes and goes and goes... It has been a tad detrimental. I'm ready for this new chapter in my life. Hip hip.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Quote...

So.. I met this girl on myspace and I was on her page today and I found this quote that she has... its from a song that I looovveee... but this part never really jumped out before... its quite powerful... especially right now.... here goes:

" You choose.....whether to give up at the first obstacle or give it your all, to speak up or stay silent, to change what you dont like or let it change you. With every word, every step you take, you define who you are - and create your future...."


How poignant right now...

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Dr. Phil Test... My score was 38... sound familiar?

Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38. Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out!


Read on, this is very interesting!


Don 't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends.


The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends. (Also, send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don 't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer.


Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready.


This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question


Make sure to change the subject of the e-mail to read YOUR total. When you are finished, forward this to friends/family, and also send it to the person who sent this to you. Make sure to put YOUR score in the subject box.


Ready??


Begin.


1. When do you feel your best?


a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon ∧ early evening
c) late at night


2. You usually walk...


a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly


3. When talking to people you...


a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...


a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you


5. When something really amuses you, you react with...


a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile


6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...


a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed


7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...



a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes


8. Which of the following colors do you like most?


a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray


9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...


a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers


10. You often dream that you are...


a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant


POINTS:


1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7 (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible , cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

effed up dream...

Ok, so I woke up this morning from a really screwed up dream. Seriously, it scared the crap out of me!!!

I was telling someone about it this morning and I saved the conversation, so that I could post about it... take a read and let me know what you think... I looked up the meanings online and I'm pretty sure I understand it know, but it was soooo scary!

Here you go:

ok... first, i was with you (a friend of mine from IKEA) at IKEA... but it wasnt' IKEA... like it was, but the location was very very strange... and you had said to me.. i have to show you something... you showed me a video and you thought my friend Casey (an old friend from high school, but i'm meetng today for lunch) stole like pens or something out of your office and you were going to have to address it... and you kept apologizing

so then... i left to go home and this guy came in and held me hostage

he was trying to kill me

i fought back enough to get him killed himself... then another guy came along and tried to kill me, but i was able to get away from him

no wait... i lied...

the second guy ran out of flares (they were trying ot kill me with these flare things), he ran out.. he shook my hand and left

then this third guy came around and he tried

but I had absolutely no idea why they were doing this...

i got away from this guy... was able to get in my car... he kept chasing me...

i finally got away and ended up at this house of this person who I had only talked to online... and he was a transvestite and I and he said to me.. look at me... do you think i ever go out, nobody knows who i am...

then he left the room for a minute... and came back with a syringe

and gave me it to calm me... i woke up just as I had been given the shot and started to relax

it soooo just scared the shit out of me


So that's it... interpretations are welcome...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Multiples...

So, I'm back from an ummm... interesting weekend in P-Town.... interesting, but a BLAST!

I'm still in recovery mode..

So, i'm back to taking multiple showers a day... if you know me well enough... you know what that means...

Damn, i need a job!

I will write more about P-Town when I am fully out of detox! :-)

Thursday, October 12, 2006

T-minus 20 hours!!!

20 hours until my departure for my wonderful weekend!!!

I can't even begin to tell you how excited I am!!!!!!!!

It's time to just let go and get my fun on! Forget all this drama as of late...

Swarms of lesbians.... mmmmmm.... yeah, i think I get distracted for a couple of days.

EEEEEEKK!!!!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

PS...

Oh yeah... and for those wondering about how the move went... I almost broke my nose! Yeah... ouch! Now I have a nice not-so-pretty mark just above my nose. I'm just going around telling people that I've converted... now I'm hindu and this is my bindi. I will post pictures later.

Friday, October 06, 2006

Last night...

So its my last night in CT. I'm feeling a plethora of emotions right now. Pretty much most of it is done. I will have to get up early and see to some last minute packing in the morning... but for the most part... Its all done.

I'm going to go spend my last night with some people that I care very deeply about. Not exactly sure how the "goodbye" is going to go... but I'm trying to focus on some good quality time before I have to cross that bridge.

I need anyone who reads this to know... that the people that I have been blessed with to come into my life here in CT will always have a very special piece of my heart. I am going to miss you more than I can quite describe, but don't you worry... I'll be back for a visit... you can't keep me away that long. Just know that you are in my thoughts and in my heart... forever.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Yes please...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

T-Shirt!

So, I was on this website earlier called dyketees.com and I found this shirt... I thought it was absolutely hysterical, so I had to blog it...
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Originally uploaded by sarahsew.

Monday, October 02, 2006

Good Place....

The past couple of days have been very very productive for me. Last night... someone great put everything into perspective for me... and I just feel so much better right now. The hurdles that I thought were HUGE and impossible to overcome are really not that bad... things aren't so bad... I'm just eager now to take this final step out of CT and start to be on my way in RI... even though, I recognize now... that I already am on my way.

yes, I will miss everyone here in CT... but I also know that those people that truly are my friends and do honestly care about me... will still be around. 2 hours will not destroy us.

Ok... I'm going to get started on my packing. Have a great monday!