Some thoughts...

You know when you think you've got your life figured out and then a curve ball comes and throws it all out of whack?

Yeah... I'm not there... I've been getting curve balls for a while now... but I know someone who is.

I know my life is all out of whack and has been for quite some time, but that's another story all within itself. However, I hate to see the people around me that I truly care for going about their lives, making strides towards happiness and fulfillment and then seeing them all of a sudden hit a brick wall. It breaks my heart.

I think it partially breaks my heart because I dont like to see the confusion and hurt that overcomes them and it certainly breaks my heart because I know that there is nothing I can do for them. I so wish I had supreme power so I could just snap my fingers and make everything better for everyone I care about... forget me... my happiness will come in time. This I am certain of... but I want to make it better for those people who make me think and make me feel and do a world of good for me.

So for that one person who is going through this... you know who you are... hang in there. It will get better for you. Just think of the world of possibility that you're about to embark on.... you'll always be on the minds and in the hearts of those you've touched along the way.