A regular post

I was told that I don’t do regular posts, so just to prove those people wrong… here you go.

I haven’t been blogging regular posts because I’ve been feeling a bit down lately. I don’t want to bring anyone else down with my “blahness.” I really really really really need a vacation. I haven’t taken a vacation since December. I’ve barely taken days here and there, but never had any real time off. I work in an area where there is always nothing but drama. If this person doesn’t have something going on, then this other person does. Don’t get me wrong, I adore my job, but it’s not exactly easy. There’s always something going on and with all that drama, all the time, it can start to wear you down.

Also, I’ve had school on my mind a lot lately. I want nothing more than to finish that one last credit. Yes… I will do it, but it’s not as easy as I originally had thought. The only person I can do the Independent Study with is out until September. So, it’s basically on hold until he returns. I just hate the feeling that I have something looming over my head.

Can I just say that MONEY SUCKS! I can never get away from this. I hate being the typical mid-20s, works like a dog, and still has no money type of person. Trust me… it blows!

I guess my final gripe is knowing how unhappy Kelly is right now. I want nothing more than to just make her happy and work is stressing her out big time. I just wish I could fix everything. I wish I could wave my hand and have all her concerns go away. I hope she knows how much she means to me. It’s so hard to sit idly by and watch the person you’re in love with suffer and know that you can’t do a thing about it.

So that's pretty much it for me. This time tomorrow, I'm sure I'll be in a much better mood... but for now, smile for me because I can use all the sunshine I can get.